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2012-01-24T23:46:00.001+08:00

WHYYYYY
WHY CNY HOLIDAYS TWO DAYS ONLY D:
Homework yi da dui

30 things to stop doing to yourself

2012-01-12T23:14:00.003+08:00

Saw this on fb (:
Very true so I shall share this.
Heh I shall be glad that I don't have to stop doing most of these things because I don't do them :D
I do some quite often, like maybe 16. LOL ):
HAHAHA kay I got to go sleep soon!!!!

30 things to stop doing to yourself

1.Stop spending time with the wrong people.

– Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And re...member, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends.

2.Stop running from your problems.

– Face them head on. No, it won’t be easy. There is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. That’s not how we’re made. In fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. Because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, and solve them over the course of time. This is what ultimately molds us into the person we become.

3.Stop lying to yourself.

– You can lie to anyone else in the world, but you can’t lie to yourself. Our lives improve only when we take chances, and the first and most difficult chance we can take is to be honest with ourselves.

4.Stop putting your own needs on the back burner.

– The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too. Yes, help others; but help yourself too. If there was ever a moment to follow your passion and do something that matters to you, that moment is now.

5.Stop trying to be someone you’re not.

– One of the greatest challenges in life is being yourself in a world that’s trying to make you like everyone else. Someone will always be prettier, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be younger, but they will never be you. Don’t change so people will like you. Be yourself and the right people will love the real you.

6.Stop trying to hold onto the past.

– You can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading your last one.

7.Stop being scared to make a mistake.

– Doing something and getting it wrong is at least ten times more productive than doing nothing. Every success has a trail of failures behind it, and every failure is leading towards success. You end up regretting the things you did NOT do far more than the things you did.

8.Stop berating yourself for old mistakes.

– We may love the wrong person and cry about the wrong things, but no matter how things go wrong, one thing is for sure, mistakes help us find the person and things that are right for us. We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.

9.Stop trying to buy happiness.

– Many of the things we desire are expensive. But the truth is, the things that really satisfy us are totally free – love, laughter and working on our passions.

10.Stop exclusively looking to others for happiness.

– If you’re not happy with who you are on the inside, you won’t be happy in a long-term relationship with anyone else either. You have to create stability in your own life first before you can share it with someone else.

11.Stop being idle.

– Don’t think too much or you’ll create a problem that wasn’t even there in the first place. Evaluate situations and take decisive action. You cannot change what you refuse to confront. Making progress involves risk. Period! You can’t make it to second base with your foot on first.

12.Stop thinking you’re not ready.

– Nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. Because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means we won’t feel totally comfortable at first.

13.Stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons.

– Relationships must be chosen wisely. It’s better to be alone than to be in bad company. There’s no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen – in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. Fall in love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.

14.Stop rejecting new relationships just because old ones didn’t work.

– In life you’ll realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. But most importantly, some will bring out the best in you.

15.Stop trying to compete against everyone else.

– Don’t worry about what others doing better than you. Concentrate on beating your own records every day. Success is a battle between YOU and YOURSELF only.

16.Stop being jealous of others.

– Jealousy is the art of counting someone else’s blessings instead of your own. Ask yourself this: “What’s something I have that everyone wants?”

17.Stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself.

– Life’s curveballs are thrown for a reason – to shift your path in a direction that is meant for you. You may not see or understand everything the moment it happens, and it may be tough. But reflect back on those negative curveballs thrown at you in the past. You’ll often see that eventually they led you to a better place, person, state of mind, or situation. So smile! Let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger than you were yesterday, and you will be.

18.Stop holding grudges.

– Don’t live your life with hate in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, “What you did to me is okay.” It is saying, “I’m not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever.” Forgiveness is the answer… let go, find peace, liberate yourself! And remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it’s for you too. If you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time.

19.Stop letting others bring you down to their level.

– Refuse to lower your standards to accommodate those who refuse to raise theirs.

20.Stop wasting time explaining yourself to others.

– Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it anyway. Just do what you know in your heart is right.

21.Stop doing the same things over and over without taking a break.

– The time to take a deep breath is when you don’t have time for it. If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting. Sometimes you need to distance yourself to see things clearly.

22.Stop overlooking the beauty of small moments.

– Enjoy the little things, because one day you may look back and discover they were the big things. The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.

23.Stop trying to make things perfect.

– The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done.

24.Stop following the path of least resistance.

– Life is not easy, especially when you plan on achieving something worthwhile. Don’t take the easy way out. Do something extraordinary.

25.Stop acting like everything is fine if it isn’t.

– It’s okay to fall apart for a little while. You don’t always have to pretend to be strong, and there is no need to constantly prove that everything is going well. You shouldn’t be concerned with what other people are thinking either – cry if you need to – it’s healthy to shed your tears. The sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.

26.Stop blaming others for your troubles.

– The extent to which you can achieve your dreams depends on the extent to which you take responsibility for your life. When you blame others for what you’re going through, you deny responsibility – you give others power over that part of your life.

27.Stop trying to be everything to everyone.

– Doing so is impossible, and trying will only burn you out. But making one person smile CAN change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world. So narrow your focus.

28.Stop worrying so much.

– Worry will not strip tomorrow of its burdens, it will strip today of its joy. One way to check if something is worth mulling over is to ask yourself this question: “Will this matter in one year’s time? Three years? Five years?” If not, then it’s not worth worrying about.

29.Stop focusing on what you don’t want to happen.

– Focus on what you do want to happen. Positive thinking is at the forefront of every great success story. If you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, and you pay close attention, you’ll often find that you’re right.

30.Stop being ungrateful.

– No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs. Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.

:D

Christmas!!!!!

2011-12-29T01:00:00.001+08:00

Hey everybody!!
How is your christmas?! Fun? (:
I had a great christmas celebration at my aunt's house!

Went to IMM early to get the log cake and turkey with my cousin before heading over
Then had stomachache so didn't feel like eating. So I lay there on the sofa watching inkigayo and suddenly I spotted a weighing machine at the corner of the living room! It's actually not really like a machine, looks like a piece of tile on the floor but it has a screen to show your weight
LOL
So I decided to weigh myself (bad choice)
ALAS
My gosh
I had the greatest shock of my life!!!!! I gained so much weight
I knew I gained weight, and I know I haven't been exercising but have been eating a lot. So I was like guessing around 43kg?? I was 41 before the holidays (or the last time I weight myself)
AND WTS
You know how much I weigh now
WTH I really don't want to tell this to the public but this is too much to bear so I'm gonna say it
the machine read 46.1 D: D: D:
YES
46.1
wts
that's like 5 kg!!!!!
OMOOOO
I gasped when I saw those numbers, then I screamed and my aunt thought what happened

Then I ran up to my dad and was shaking him and telling him about what just happened.
Honestly I never expect myself to pass the 45 kg mark.
My BMI is already average okay.. haha don't misunderstand that I'm suffering from anorexia or sth.
And I'm not tall at all! I used to be 155, but now I think I'm 153
FML
WHY LIKE THATTTTTT
D:
I'm gonna be overweight soon
Sigh

Okay so back to christmas
After that I didn't really feel like eating anymore so went to play some games with my cousins.
(Later I ate though 'cos I felt hungry hahaha)
We played bingo and scrabble and it got really boring so my female cousins and I went to my cousin's bedroom to gossip
LOL
Not exactly gossip, just chatting about random stuff

And.. later was eat log cake and turkey time!!
Log cake was the chocolate indulgence ice cream cake from swensens. Mm, not bad luh but just normal, nothing special (:
And I ate a bit of the turkey, mm I still prefer chicken HAHAH

AND ITS PRESENTS TIME!!
Yay, LOL :D
My aunt bought me a Longchamp bag MWAHAHAHA HOSEHBO
^^
She went Europe ah, so got 3 of them for us. She left it for us to choose our own, because there are 3 colours and in order to be fair and stuff. And I got the maroon one heheheh
My other 2 cousins got black and blue.
I think I didn't look as happy as expected when I opened the wrapper, that was why my aunt kept asking if I like it, if not I could exchange with my cousins or something
I kinda like it lah, not that I didn't like it, but I think it doesn't really suit me. I'm not someone who goes after branded stuff and I actually prefer chanel LOL
hahahah ooh but I love my other present! A pretty clutch from my another aunt LOL
It's really pretty!!! Cream colour, with a nice strap. Simple yet elegant in a way
Hurhur

And the cousins exchanged-gifts! Or aka secret santa LOL
My cousin got me a nice pair or earrings, pretty :D
Shall wear them for new year maybe :D
HEHEHE

Oh, and SM town released a winter album this year hehe
Though my JYJ is missing ( D: ) but there's still HoMin! :D
And I really like their song!! Very christmas-sy and amazing vocals as usual
My favourite is BoA's 'distance'! Not very christmas-sy but I think it is the best in the album. Kangta's 'for the first time' is not bad too!

Kay kay I shall paste the link here mwahaha

Homin's 'Sleigh Ride'
Changmin's English is super awesome :D :D :D :D :D
(L)

Super Junior's 'Santa you are the one'.
Their song was chosen as the title track! so there's an mv :D
Hehe

so here's my fave!

BoA's 'Distance'
When it snows outside on this winter night I'm looking for a trace of you~
So lovely!!

kay kay that's a really long post! Annyeong!!

I dreamt of you at night, did you dream of me?

2011-12-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

YOOOZZZZ

Omg
I HAZ MIA FOR SO LONG!! neglected my blog for quite a while. Haha, was busy leh. Has been going out almost everyday since the start of my holidays. I would be staying home tomorrow and wednesday onwards go out again. :X
Shall try to do some work tomorrow
But I don't feel motivated at all. I would rather stone, daydream, watch boring tv shows than to pack my table and do some notes. I have a pile of holiday revision package totally untouched still in my school bag
STRESSS I TELL YOU!
And I know myself well. sigh. I have A LOT of studying and revision to do before school starts because I scraped through my promos and if I were to go on to J2 like that I would probably flunk my A levels
That means die in short
So yeah.. )): So stressful and sian at the same time
):

I NEED TO FEEL MOTIVATED!! *pats self on the back*
Oh
And I just learnt what is pink dot. Haha.

Kay tatas.

Here's a picture! MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody!!! :D

2011-12-12T00:23:00.001+08:00

HEHE
So long didn't post anything already!!
Anyway I manage to sell away the soshified tshirts thanks to many nice people :D
So thank you very much! (:

Hm, tomorrow will be going chalet! Should be fun bah 'cos got me around right HAHAH
I need to make a list of what to bring in case I forget. hehe
Aww so sad chingu cannot make it ):
We shall have another one some time later okay! When all of us can make it :D

Ah, so bored
Oh
Watch this :

Lady - Dae Guk Nam Ah

Haha, the guy from 0.17 onwards. Feels like Jaejoong right :D
HAHA my new like. He is called Karam. Mm I think I like them 'cos they feel like dong bang..
Somehow I think that they are as awesome as when dong bang first debuted :D

kay I'm so bored going off le bye!! :DD

MAMA 2011

2011-11-30T23:11:00.004+08:00

HAHA I didn't buy tickets to go watch, but I stayed infront of the tv and watched most of it! :D
It was daebak. Like really so super awesome I wished I was there. HAHA
Mm, the only flaw is that the sound system abit weird ah, will suddenly go soft and suddenly loud again
Overall it was just spectacular and there are so many crazy fans around make me feel so happy xD
Mm, this year's album of the year goes to Super Junior! :D I didn't watch that part it was the only award I missed 'cos I fell asleep xD
HAHAHA
But I watched it on youtube already. Aww, and some of them cried.. Reminds me of 2008 MAMA. That time it was still known as MKMF (Mnet korean Music Festival if I'm not wrong)
2008 MKMF DBSK won the album of the year!!!!! (':
HAAH 2008 was DBSK's year, they won a lot of awards :D

After I watched some clips from this year's MAMA I went to search for 2008 MAMA to watch.

This was DBSK's performance on MAMA 2008
*speechless, too daebak*
I scrolled through the comments, and a lot of them were written after they watched MAMA 2011. So cool to have all the cassies reminded of DBSK (;

As I watched I was singing along then suddenly I just started crying D:
I missed these 5 people as DBSK. I really missed them so much.. If only they waited till now, they would be performing on this year's MAMA stage and I would chiong to watch them live
I haven't even get to see them as 5..

WHO CAN SING AND DANCE LIKE THEM YOU TELL ME!!!!?!?!?! hahaha *fangirling in process*

This was when they got their 'best album of the year' award. I think it's like the most honourable award or something.
Aww, uljima. (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

The same award Suju 2NE1 and Gdragon got few years later

Oh
This year's MAMA best album of the year :

I think this award makes people cry
LOL

Sigh, I miss them. so so much. aktf.

snsd concert 2011

2011-11-27T02:22:00.003+08:00

I have soshified tshirt for sale! 12 SGD anybody wants?? Is the tshirt from here : http://soshified.com/forums/topic/70329-order-girls-generation-tour-in-singapore-support-bundle/
I hope I don't get killed by sones for this 'cos the post mentioned something about reselling and stuff. I didn't use this to profit or overcharge fans. I just thought that maybe some fans only want the tshirt. It's glow in the dark. Is the exact same tshirt, but I got few of the tshirts, so I'm selling it to those who needs it.

email: stars_galaxy_bp@hotmail.com

25th

2011-11-25T00:48:00.003+08:00

How cool is this
HAHAHAH
I want to do math with 'i' and 'u'
Today is the last day of school hooray! :D
But I can feel the stress coming!!! *STRESSS~!!*
The teachers already told us the dates for the tests once school reopens in Jan next year
Means December will be used to catch up on some work and study for tests
SIANNNNNNN ¬¬¬¬¬
HAHAHA
okay gtg sleep. goodnight everybody

random 123

2011-11-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts after I read Clarine's blog.
Mm
Some time back, a friend did some psychological quiz with me and apparently, I only have two bestfriends in my life (results from the quiz)
So I was wondering who my two besties were

I know one is definitely you yingxuan
We didn't start off as best friends. I remember we became friends on the first day of school. It was you who helped me settle down into Nanhua. We started eating together, hanging around together and became good friends after that
Don't know what happened, but suddenly we weren't close anymore. I started going with Meiling Ruiqi they all and you went with wenya sheryl.
Then I was with cheryl wenya fion huixin they all.. I think you were with Ruiqi? I really couldn't remember what happened between us ): HAHA
Then when we went into the same sec 3 class after the streaming, we became close again, along with angeline and clarine. But we weren't that close I guess, 'cos sometimes I hang around charm and engjue they all..
But I know you're definitely my bestest best friend when, instead of growing apart after we left for different JCs, we grew closer than ever. I just develop this bond with you that is like unbreakable. OMG haha
And I always feel so loved by you. You know one of the best things in life is to feel loved by the people you love. So yeah, hanging around you always make me feel that I'm cared for and loved.
And that's why I love you a lot too, baepu. THIIIISSSS MUCHHHH
HAHAH

So I was thinking who is my second bestie. Because I think I only had one bestie, the rest of my best friends are just my close friends! They are all under this big category of close friends. Close friends to me are friends I can relate to and would like to stay friends with for the rest of my life, like best friends but not bestest

Mm, so I was thinking if I really choose another bestie it would be clarine
Though we always have differing opinions and stuff, I know she loves me and therefore I love her back as well
But after reading her blog just now, I feel that she's changed
Chingu, you may be reading this, and yes I think you've changed.. you're different now
Not the chingu I thought I knew back then. Maybe because you met new people and your life is pretty much different from mine. We haven't been meeting each other and we only text once in a while
Remember you said to go out on that friday when I had my 2weeks break? I wanted to text you to say that I was free, but I thought maybe you'd forgotten about it alr.. and I think you did because we didn't text after that
I don't know chingu, but after the incident with yingxuan, I feel that you've changed. Like, I no longer know what to say to you.. that kind of feeling you know
I'm not saying that I'm right, but from what I know about you, you've changed for the worse. I don't know..

Oh. and I think if I had more than 1 bestie, I would have at least 5. I have to write about my third bestie. Ah peh!!! Yes I have an ah peh friend. HAHAHAH are you surprised?!?! do you still read my blog?!?!
You are really a good friend. You were always there for me, and I think you know me better than I know myself at times.
I remember all the good times we had together, and hope we can stay close friends forever okay!!!

mm
Friends come and go, but some will come and never leave. So I cherish those who came into my life, went through ups and downs with me, and never left my side.

Adelyn and friend

2011-11-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

LOL! I have no idea why I'm blogging about the Adelyn Hosehbo saga but since I was reading about it just now and had nothing much to do, I shall write about it!

*everything I write is just my opinion hor

Okay so I saw on fb last night about this girl called Adelyn Hosehbo. Apparently she slapped her mum after arguing or something. Slapped 2 times somemore wts
(I was wondering what happened to her mum. Did she slap her back?? If I were her mum I would have dodged that slap and slapped her back, but my heart would be hurting ): )

Then the whole incident went viral after she boasted about it on her fb. Quite stupid lah huh then the whole world started scolding her for being immature disrespectful unfilial etc
Of course! Who on earth would slap their mums?!?! Like hello?!?! SHE IS YOUR MUM for goodness sake. Even if she slapped you like damn many times and it is totally her fault like she did something super wrong, I still feel that you can never slap her back, for a very simple reason - she's your mum. You can slap anyone but your parents. Right?! It's basic respect.
You don't even go around slapping your friends just because you had a quarrel with them
How much love effort money and time dedicated to raising you up. Being someone's mum isn't that easy, moreover it's her mum's first time being a mother, so her mum was just learning how to be a good mum for her. How could she slap her just 'cos she was 'driving her crazy'.
I feel so bad for her mum loh seriously

Don't say 'ah she's immature, people do make mistakes' etc. 14 years old already, that's not immature. Either she's plain retarded or she's being rebellious. I don't know what happened that caused that slap but anyhow, no one should resort to violence or should I say physical attacks when in an argument.
When you are super pissed and the person you're arguing with is driving you mad, just turn and walk away or you can scream your head off. But no violence. LOL
No slapping, especially your mum.
UGH irritating right these people

Oh I went to google her name (LOL) and found out that she actually stole jewellery from her mum and sold them to get money for an LV wallet.
LOL SERIOUSLY?!
And she flaunt her money on fb, in the end got robbed and filed a police report
*shakes head*

Her friend also another weirdo! (I concluded that from her fb photos LOL)Slaps people as well, what xxm or xmm. Mmm honestly I have no idea what's that and who's that they are talking about. But either way the friend slapped a XXM/XMM, because the XXM/XMM 'kept looking at her'
LOL!
Look then look lah!!!! OMG hahahah this is quite funny actually
There can only be a few reasons why they are looking at you:
1. you look astoundingly beautiful they couldn't stop looking
2. you have something stucked to your face
3. you said/did something wrong and they saw
4. you look familiar
5. they have nothing better to do

So, out of these reasons listed, which deserve a slap?!
NONE
HAHAHAHAHA. Omg I pity the people who got slapped seriously. You can't control their eyes anyway so just forget it and ignore?
That's why ignorance is bliss at times. Just ignore and close both eyes!
Why make life so difficult for yourself and others

Aiyah don't want talk about it liao. Later I get slap! HAHA
Please loh I'm not ah lian but I think if I kena slap I will slap back
HEE
BUT don't read liao come slap me hor! I don't think I seriously slapped anyone before
Mmm let me think HAHAHAHA

Okay I feel mean for writing this, mm but I guess this is a really harsh lesson learnt.

happy deepavali

2011-10-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

HAHA Happy deepavali to all celebrating. :D HEH
I don't celebrate deepavali, so I just stayed home the entire day
Too lazy to go out, even when my aunt called to say that there's a bag sale at Jurong Point.
Usually I will change clothes and chiong out but today too lazy hah

Oh. And you know this morning a bird (or maybe many birds, I don't know) flew into my kitchen and ate a quarter of my grandpa's pear
HAHAHAHA
So funny right!!
xD
Nowadays ah, the birds more and more daring liao! Even dare to fly into the house!
I was asleep still, and my mum and dad not home, only my brother and I. Then my brother I think he had earpiece on and was too engrossed in his computer games so didn't know what happened
Until my mum came home and realised there are bits of pear all over the table then saw the bitten pear. HEH
The bird (or birds) kinda stupid also lah, there's a bunch of bananas at the windows so easy to eat don't want, want to fly in and go peck on the pears on the kitchen table
LOL
(not my pears anyway hahaha so I don't really care xD)
HAHAHAHA I still think it's funny
Think the birds will come back again. Heh! shall catch them red-handed when I'm free. HAHAHAH I think I will get scared by them loh. I don't like flying stuff LOL

Oh
and my brother was so random today
Irritates me only. Know what he did??
Bro: *pokes my thigh*
Me: what?
Bro: Jie jie, I think it's time you burn some fats!
Me: *death glare*
Irritating right HAHAHAHA I know luh kept eating icecream and chocolates but didn't exercise at all, not fat meh HAHHA
Soon luh huh when I'm not lazy XD

Kay it's late le night!

I will become stronger

2011-10-21T20:41:00.004+08:00

I have never liked Justin Bieber, hahah, but just now after I heard his latest song 'Mistletoe', I liked it! XD
HAHA
His voice really break le. It's a nice song! HAHA ^^
He still got a lot of anti-fans/haters. Aiyah I'm not a fan of JB, but I don't see a point in making mean comments at his youtube channel. Like, what for? He's still gonna sing and earn money! So just leave him alone. If you didn't like it, then maybe 'dislike' and leave. Don't write mean stuff. Imagine how upset he would feel if he read those comments.
Tsk

Kay going off to watch tv HHAAHAH
(:

2011-10-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

20102011

2011-10-20T00:09:00.003+08:00

cool right the date for today, 2010 2011. HAHA
mm, guess I'm back to my usual self now that I know my promos results. Had been really mean and cranky or really weird recently. I know.. HAHA. I'm just very worried. You read my previous post and you would understand! xD

Anyway, I've decided to cut short hair. Not that I think I will look good in it, but I want to try.
I've never had short hair in my entire life!!! Once my hair grew long, it's always been at least shoulder length. Nothing shorter than that
HAHA
So I thought it's time I cut short and maybe it will look good on me right, I never know! Heh. But I'm scared that it will turn out real bad and I will have to buy a wig or sth HAHA

Oh I'm using Tiffany's hairstyle as a 'guide'.

Something like that but shorter, maybe to chin length. Something like her hair in her debut days, if I'm not wrong is the 'Into the new world' mv
Hurhur
So I think I will be cutting it soon.. hahahahah. erm soon. 'cos I don't need go school on 4th Nov onwards, only going back on 17th. So if it's ugly I will just hide at home till I find a wig
HAHAHA
ahhhhhhhhh nervous I don't know why!!!! XD

655

2011-10-17T00:22:00.004+08:00

/2 pictures!

OH!! ALL CASSIES MUST READ THE AKP ARTICLE!!! Something about DB5K singing maximum together HAHAH sooo happy to know they actually sang sth together after the lawsuit!! ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

12 oct 11

2011-10-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling scared again. I'm scared that I fail bio too. I feel so alone, in this lonely battle.

sigh

2011-10-09T23:35:00.004+08:00

Mm, been feeling upset recently. Not depressed that kind, but I don't seem to be able to feel happy
Ever since my promos, I feel like I've gg-ed all subjects and I get this really uneasy feeling. I studied already.. I can say I've tried for GP Bio Math and Geog. As for chem.. that one I didn't study much 'cos there's not enough time left
Maybe I didn't start early, so I was kinda rushing.
):
I wonder what will happen if I couldn't make it.. I don't want to go poly after two years of JC, but what if I really got expelled. I would have to go poly anyway right
I couldn't possibly just live with my O level cert and go find a job like that
My o levels results aren't that great either. LOL
):
I really don't know.. I don't dare to think about it, but I should prepare myself for the worst
Even if, I heng heng got promoted, it just meant that after studying J1 topics for 2 years, I'm still weak at it, then how the heck am I suppose to manage J2 topics and do damn well?

That's the studies part, and I don't know if I would be looking forward to enjoying my post-examinations activities
Then something happened on Fri, when I was walking around
I don't know why I feel so upset, I just feel the need to end all this and move on. It just makes me sad.

Then.. I feel like I've got no friends. I have friends yes, but why do I feel that they aren't there for me..
My _მე და drifting გარდაიქნებიმიტომრომმისიდონეზე ამე არ მინდახელიშეუშალოს მისრადგანვიციცხოვრებაუნდა იყოს ძალიან hecticდა სტრესულ მისიმაგრამ ეს upsets ჩემთვის როცა ჩვენ საბოლოოდ 우리가마침내만나게되었을그녀가얘기를모든앙되었습니다그리고턱을번지는웨스तोमैंसिर्फएककोने मेंजाननेकेक्याकरनाहैनहीं थाचुपचाप बैठी है. मैं आमतौर पर जब मैं तुम तीनों के साथ रहा हूँ,लेकिनउसदिन मैं सिर्फ इतना अकेलाऔर भी Ja vaikkaSanoinhänelle minun Kampanjat alkavat 26.MMAMinulla on tässäpaperiettä paperijne. hän oli järkyttynyt tietää, ettäainokset onpäättynyt, koska hän ei muista minua kertoa hänellesiitä. アブ氏はあなたに何度も言わなぜ私は意味すと私はあなたの紙の起動時に記憶されエンドSau đó,칭 tôi dường như her smses lạ ..cô không có vẻ như mình Cô loại 'hahahah, nhưngngaycả Idon't cảmthấyrằngcôthực sự mỉm cườihoặccười. Chúng tôikhôngcảmthấygần gũi
haiiwhatshappeningtomyworldsoscrewedup

Well, there's stomp it tomorrow. hope it would be fun!

in heaven jyj

2011-09-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

YAY! Get out is out and I just downloaded In Heaven :D
HEE
Omg it's really very nice!!
I think I might buy the album in the end lo.. but no money yah!
Oh anyway here is the mv:

Awesome! :D
Super super super nice. HAHA
Oh and I just found out that Jaejoong composed this song.. and he wrote it after Park Yonghwa committed suicide.. I saw this youtube comment then it was something like Park Yonghwa called Jaejoong and asked him to come out for a drink but because Jaejoong was in the US recording so he said next time once he got back, in the end Park Yonghwa committed suicide the next day
Must be very heart breaking for Jaejoong ):
I hope he doesn't blame himself for his death ):
Anyway he wrote this song for him I think. The lyrics is really touching and meaningful after knowing the story behind it

AHAH
And oh get out. All of them looked so handsome in the mv HAHAHAH
:D
Yoochun looks the best I think. Haha finally he is back to his handsome self, no more screwed up hair

Kay gtg le bye!! :D :D :D

shopping!

2011-09-04T03:16:00.003+08:00

HAHA I want to go shopping for leggings soon!
I want bright pink/pale pink leggings!!
I don't know why pink, but I think pink will be nice and not very common heh
I've always liked the leggings-beneath-short-dresses style but I don't have short dresses/tunics and I only have a pair of leggings!! ( the one Faiqah gave me hehe)

Yeap!! And just now I did some research online!
So there's a difference between tights and leggings hahahah
I always thought it was the footless thingy, like tights includes the foot area, while leggings stopped at the ankles
Then I found out that usually tights are translucent and not for wearing on the outside, like you have to wear sth over, whereas leggings can be worn on the outside and are usually opaque.
But some leggings are translucent too!
So not very safe to buy online

Oh! And uniqlo sells leggings too! Shall go there see someday
And shall go FEP and Bugis!
mwahahaha. I really like the stuff online.
And they are always so cheap!!!! WTP I saw this f21 online website right, they are selling socks at 0.95 and accessories (earrings necklaces) for 1.50!!!!
YES 1.50!!!
I can't believe I used to spend like 10 times that amount loh!
HAHA
But I can't shop online cos I no card LOL ):
That's the bad thing. sigh
Oh and I want buy earphone splitter too
HEH
Really needa go shopping!!!
BAEPU LET'S GO!!!!

And I'm in love with Davichi's don't say goodbye
So nice !!!! ^^
Kay annyeong!! 330am already wts HAHAHAHA

random thoughts

2011-08-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

Aww so cute right HAHAH I love Walle. I love how he's so innocent and caring and how much he loves Eve. LOL. It was such a sweet movie!

'Remember, next time, marry someone who loves you more'
It kinda breaks my heart when she said that. Maybe she doesn't feel loved, or maybe not enough
I don't know what to do..
Mm, maybe, but if I were to choose between to love and to be loved, I would choose to love. Loving someone gives one more happiness than when one is loved.
Okay,
Maybe not
HAHAHAHAH
Whatever.
^^V

superman by suju!

2011-08-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH, yay it's outtt HAHA

I like this song and walkin'. The rest not reallyyyy
(:
I can't stop the 'bam bam bam bam' thing! Omgawd. so addictive!
Once I start stoning I will automatically go 'bam bam bam bam, bam bam' LOL
and the choigo choigo part. HAHA.
Nice song!

Oh I'm getting my JYJ music essay soon! Finally HAHAHAHA ^^

JYJ NII photoshoot

2011-08-23T23:56:00.005+08:00

Mwahaha
Photos sharing time! Credits to allkpop hehe :D
JYJ ^^

AH! I like this photo of Junsu HAHA
He looks really cute here

(L)
HAHAHA I like this photo of Yoochun too! XD

He was like giving the so-am-I-supposed-to-eat-this face.

HAHA, it's good to see that JYJ are happy and stuff ^^
I don't know about HoMin leh.. haiish

Oh my gp teacher keeps calling my friend 'yoochun', not 'cos his name is yoochun, but I think she mispronounced one of her student's name and she mistook my friend for that student, so she called him yoochun. HAHAHA
How nice if there's a yoochun in my class LOL
A Jaejoong also can!!! :D

Kay kay I'm going off alr seeyou!!! :D
Will create a cbox soon LOL!

22 aug

2011-08-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

Been so long since I last updated! So I shall update hahaha
But I wonder who reads loh anyway it's all random crap HAHAHA
So to thank all those who visit frequently, I shall let you all know a secret!!

Secret is....
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WAIT FOR IT!!!!

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I'm feeling so hungry right now

HAHAH
Reallllyyyy
My stomach has been growling since 15 min ago but I lazy go get something to eat
Part of my dieting plan
NO MORE SUPPER!!! (If can be avoided)
'cos supper is really fat and now it's alr 1230 and I'm going sleep soon
So no point eating I guess

AND OH!
Speaking about fats
I've really become fatter. Not fat yet, I think I still look average, but fatter than before! I couldn't wear my black shorts anymore!! And my white shorts are supposed to be loose but now fits well on me!
SHYTT MANNNN
I bet I've gained weight!!!
I want to maintain at 40 de leh, but I think now maybe 42 43?
FEI SI LE

Okay lah actually my dieting plan also nothing much, just that no more starbucks/coffee bean till after promos, no more suppers unless I sense gastric coming, and no more ice cream for now
HAHAH
And more fruits and vege
HAHAHA

Kay kay going off already nights people!

Happy belated birthday to my baepu

2011-08-11T23:32:00.004+08:00

AHAH, Happy belated birthday to you my baepu :D

Hope you enjoyed yourself that day! I did leh hahahahah I know, I'm not even the birthday girl but I was really happy. It is like those happiness that goes deep within you and you feel so sweet everytime you think about it. Mm, maybe 'cos it's been a long time since the 4 of us last met up! Miss you all a lot a lot lo ):

Then finally we get to meet one another!! HAHAHA

I feel so loved. Especially loved by Yingxuan and Clarine, just loved by Angeline. Tsk that woman I shall demand 2 cakes for my birthday HAHAHA

Aww.

So nice to feel loved by your closest friends!

I love love love you three too :D

HAHAHA

Kay I'm signing out byeeeeee ^^

aadbsk!

2011-08-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!!!

Okay, this post will be about how daebak dong bang is!!! :D (L)

Seriously awesome. So yesterday I was watching music bank on youtube, at first I was watching super junior's superman + mr simple's comeback, then I saw the link 'mona lisa [MR]' then I thought 'MR' means 'mirrored'. 'cos nowadays youtube always ban videos due to some copyright thingy then some uploaders will mirror the performances. Then I didn't go watch all the videos with 'MR'

Until like later when I was talking to Brenda on FB then she ask me to watch goodbye baby perf MR then I went to watch. SOO I realised that MR stands for 'music recorded' and MR removed means removing the background music that was pre-recorded before the live performances.
And omgawd there were sooooo many for me to watch on youtube. Every live performance will have another video with MR removed, mad cool I wonder how they do that

So I went to watch a lot a lot of live performances with MR removed and I was really shocked. I thought most of the parts were live but to my horror most weren't live at all. OH! But I think 2ne1 is really good. Even with their dance and all that jumping they still sang the entire song so well. ^^
Sistar is good too! Hm, but if you watched Ma Boy, I don't think Bora can sing, but HyoRin is freaking good!! :D And oh BEAST! HAHA. Yeah Yoseob is like the next Junsu or something. HAHA

Okay okay so I was like watching a lot already then I suddenly thought of watching DBSK's! As in DBSK5's and DB5K's and JYJ's and HoMin's.
Then I feel kinda scared like what if they don't turn out as godly as I imagined, I would be a sad cassie!
So I decided to just watch JYJ's first and I went crazy!!!! Like some mad fangirl jumping around in front of the computer!!!! HAHAHAHA. Then I watched Homin's 'keep your head down' and it was crazily good as compared to the rest of the lives with MR removed.
HAHAH
And finally, I went to watch DBSK's mirotic live MR removed and I totally melted ^^
Super mad touched. My DBSK is truly daebak.

Don't believe me right! watch this :

I don't lie :P
HAHAHAH
Mad awesome. Eh I didn't purposely choose the one and only best okay. This is like not the best. HAHA there are much better ones but I happen to stop at this video when I blogged here.
AHHHH
I think I can spend the whole night watching all of their MR removed performances and not feel tired. I'm so happyyyyyyy. Happycassie93 HAHAHAH

Oh anyway I'm wearing my AKTF tshirt to school tomorrow mwaahahah

2011-08-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm soooooo tired!! HAHAH

I think I'm ugly, and nobody wants to love me, just like her I wanna be pretty, I wanna be pretty, don't lie to my face telling me I'm pretty~

happy girl today

2011-08-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

I saved this picture in my computer since long ago, but I could only post it today.
:D

Happy!!!! :D

2011-07-31T01:21:00.004+08:00

I think I'm becoming fatter!
Really. The pants I used to find loose is fitting on me now wts )):
I don't want to become fatter!!!! HAHA
UGH. And as I'm typing now my stomach is growling -.-
NOOOOO
I'm not gonna eat supper tonight
So irritating how come I feel hungry most of the time. I think it's a curse - my blog url is 'are you hungry' So I'm cursed!!! To always feel hungry!!!!!

Oh speaking of hungry, tomorrow is the 7th month. Nope actually today. cos after 12 already
Mm.. I will get paranoid and stuff lol but I hope I don't like, scare myself or something HAHAHA
I still want to stay back for night study on mondays de leh. Should I??

Oh anyway I had a dream last night. I dreamt of him again. This is the 2nd time.. and again he was my friend. We sat together for some lecture thingy. Then I woke up for a while and went back to sleep. And he appeared in my dream again. This time we were playing floor ball at a random playground and he was in my team..
Really weird. I seldom have dreams. And even if I do I rarely dream of people I know.
Then I saw him this afternoon. Really happy because we actually came at around the same timing for ptm
OMT suddenly a very romantic scene came into my mind ^^
HAHAHAHA

Anyway I'm really tired now and I just realised I have a lot of work to do over this weekends. And today is already sunday!!!!
UGHHHHH
That's why I 'like' June's fb status : 'Saturday is to mourn over how unproductive the last five days have been. Sunday is to try redeeming myself. And Monday it starts all over again'
Haiish

28 jul

2011-07-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

I got the exact same necklace HAHA
The Eiffel Tower one. ^^
I saw this picture then I was like thinking 'OMGAWD! I have that necklace!!!'
HAHAHA
I like it, but haven't got a chance to wear it because I think it will go well with like plain top or sth but all my tops got a lot of patterns or pictures.
Okay a really random post! I'm going to bed early today ^^
Now 1045 only leh hahahahaha

):

2011-07-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry I looked away. I don't know why I did that..
AHHHH
Hate myself for it. UGH

):

2011-07-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

angsty!

2011-07-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

HMPH. cos of the removal of JYJ as the honorary ambassadors for the promotion of Jeju island as one of the N7Ws!
UGH!
This was what happened:

Source: allkpop

Back in May, JYJ became honorary ambassadors for Jeju Island as part of the ‘New Seven Wonders‘ initiative. KBS was to air a TV special on it to help promote Jeju Island for candidacy, however, the trio recently received a notice of cancellation regarding their appearance on the show.

On July 16th, JYJ’s management agency, C-JeS Entertainment, posted on their homepage, “Although JYJ was looking forward to the special ‘N7W‘ broadcast on the 20th as Jeju Island’s ambassadors, we received a cancellation notice today… We hope that the fans be patient with us and understand this sudden cancellation; after we discover why they were pulled, we will quickly post another bulletin.”

A JYJ official also stated, “With the broadcast only four days away, we suddenly received a notice of cancellation. We already got the plane tickets and even received a cue sheet. Additionally, two of the members are currently filming a drama and had already made arrangements to open up their schedule for this show. When the members heard the news, they couldn’t hide their upset feelings.”

The same official later added, “Furthermore, fans enthusiastically participated in voting for Jeju Island because of JYJ’s planned appearance. International fans also showed their dedication by participating, and in fact, there are fans coming in from Japan to see JYJ perform on the 20th. Their [KBS's] sudden notification – without any reason – makes the situation unfortunate and disappointing… This program is not like any regular entertainment show either. We prepared this with our desire to share how great the nation is; however, because they gave us a unilateral notice without any particular reason, we are slowly losing our strength because we feel so apologetic to our fans.”

The current situation seems quite ironic, as JYJ were chosen to be ambassadors under the assumption that the trio would bring in more international votes for Jeju Island. There were even videos featuring JYJ to further promote the event.

Just four days away from the broadcast and with tickets for the event already bought, C-JeS Entertainment expressed their confusion and disappointment with the sudden cancellation notice through a post on their official homepage.

Recent developments have hinted at the possibility of backdoor pressure being the root cause, as a representative of JYJ’s public relations company revealed, “Our manager spoke with KBS officials and they had told him, ‘If we allow JYJ to appear on this program, the entire event will simply become impossible to hold.’”

Because of their lawsuit against SM Entertainment, JYJ has been facing difficulty appearing on MBC, SBS, and KBS for some time now. A similar case arose with Yoochun’s ‘Miss Ripley‘ coverage earlier this year, so the possibility of backdoor pressure isn’t too much of an exaggeration.

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UGH
How can they do such things right?!?!
I mean, it's already been settled that JYJ will be the representatives and they had already started their promotion for Jeju when they were on their world tour. Fans from all over the world bought tickets just to watch JYJ perform. They enthusiastically voted because JYJ were the ambassadors.
Then now they just cheated the fans of their feelings and money by cancelling JYJ's participation.
What about fans who spent all their money on air plane ticket just to support JYJ?
And JYJ!!! They would be so super upset they were removed without proper reason. It is not like they had done anything wrong, that they deserved to be removed like that.

If it was really 'backdoor' influence then.. haii, what is this?!?!?!?!
and the recent wasurenaide incident,omt, Jaejoong!!!! Don't be upset!! Ah, I feel bad for him. He's still kind enough to promote Jeju island on his own.
(:
Jaejoong oppa hwaiting!!!!!
JYJ HWAITING!!! A lot of fans are still supporting you!!! (L)

reason- 4men

2011-07-17T01:09:00.002+08:00

I heard and like this song because of secret garden, and later I like secret garden even more because of this song. It's super nice and touching. Like, you can feel the emotions in the song.
Definitely worth listening!!!

Reason, by 4MEN.

I don't know how come the band is called 4MEN, 'cos from the video I watched there's only 3 men. HAHA. Don't know leh. Don't care lah anyway the song is really good.
HAHA
And it reminds me of some of the scenes in secret garden.

////spoilers!!!////
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One of the scene is where Joowon found the paper RaIm placed in his book. It's the ending for the story of The Little Mermaid, 'cos their love story is like the one in the little mermaid, where the mermaid loves the prince so much and she couldn't bear to kill him, so she'd rather jump into the sea and disappear into sea foam. So RaIm is like, letting JooWon know that actually she loves him, but they can't be together.
After JooWon saw the paper he clutched it to his heart and cry ))):
)):
Omgawd super sad loh that part I was crying with him )):
and the song was playing. So that part was really sad. ep 17 part 3? maybe?
/////////
///// end of spoilers////

HAHA, yeah that's why I like the song a lot, and the show a lot a lot :D
AHAH
Kay that's end of the short post. Wait for more updates!!! :D

15 jul

2011-07-16T00:28:00.003+08:00

HAHAH I just finished the thai movie Brenda recommended me! :D
It's called 'Crazy little thing called love' or also known as First Love.
Aww it's a really nice story, those romance stories that you hear
Quite common, so all the more you feel like you could relate to the story and characters and feel the emotions!
And through this movie I got to 'know' this really super mad handsome guy HAHAHAHAH (oops sorry Joongie)
He's Mario Maurer!!!
Picture:

Mad handsome right!

HAHA, I like leh. omgawd I recently keep fa1 hua1 chi1-ing can!!!! Last time I only used to go crazy about Jaejoong, then after that was a bit of Ryeowook. Then recently because of Secret Garden I like Hyun Bin!! And now Mario!?!?!
I must be mad
HAHAHAHAH

Oh, but right... don't you think he looks like someone..
That particular someone
They seriously look alike. Especially in the photo above. Haii.. all the more I will like that someone right.
I want to be like Nam in the story, I want to end up with Shone!
!!!!
HAHAHAHA
Siao liao really siao liao. Kay night peeps :D

random!!!! again.

2011-07-14T23:03:00.005+08:00

HAHAH. okay, cos I recently bit in love with Hyun Bin ah, AHAHAHAH so I went to look for his pictures on the net

And I realised he acted in 'A Millionaire's First Love'!?!?!

This was quite shocking for me, because I watched that movie back in 2008 July like that and I clearly remembered I watched it before

But back then I didn't remember it was Hyun Bin who acted in it leh.. until like I watch Secret Garden then I thought I'm watching his show for the first time.

I'm really sure I've watched that movie. I even went to look for this blog post I wrote back then after I watched it. Hm, but I talked more about the ost instead and how Jaejoong sang it HAHAHA

UGH

So maybe I didn't really watch it bah, if not I confirm will remember de!

EH.... but I remember the girl and the story. LOL

omgawd confusing myself

HAHAHAH

anyway, tada! a picture of my new love :D

HAHA. this is Hyun Bin when he's in secret garden ^^

He's in the army now!

lalala

2011-07-14T00:17:00.003+08:00

HAHAH it's been 10 days since I last blogged. I've finished watching secret garden! :D
HEHEHEH
It's my fave drama now. Like, number 1. :D
HAHA, and because of the character Joo won I'm starting to like Hyun Bin too (:
HEEE
Nah, Jaejoong still number one of course :D

Oh, chingu and baepu both of you should go finish watching secret garden can!
HAHAHA
It's so awesome :D
I might watch 'lie to me' or 'it's okay daddy's girl'. hmmm... see first bah!

Oh MYE over and I got back all my papers le! :D
HAHAHAH
Kay nothing to blog liao so boring my life hahahaha bye!

JULY

2011-07-03T02:40:00.001+08:00

This picture is nice yeah? ^^

awww

2011-07-02T01:05:00.003+08:00

I've finished watching playful kiss both the 16 episodes and the youtube special!! :D
AWWWWW
It's freaking sweet. The 16 episodes one was nice, but the youtube special edition one was so awesome!! There's kiss scenes in almost all the 7 parts and Seung Jo suddenly became so sweet :D

I love the birthday episode!!!! He lied to Ha Ni that he'd be busy on her birthday then pretends to not care. But actually he was preparing a surprise for her and even bought her 100 roses omgawd super super loving ^^
AHHHH
I feel like I'm melting in front of my computer screen LOL

I wish they were a couple in real life too :D
HAHA that would be soo sweet. I think they look good together!!! KHJ and JSM.
Kay.. my next kdrama - secret garden. mwahahaha. Hope it would be as good! :D

2011-06-19T01:25:00.004+08:00

I've finished the last episode of goong!! :D

HAHAHA. Was awesome. ^^

Oh the NGs are super funny too hahah

kay got to go sleep early, tomorrow going out again! :D

YAY

Does such a castle really exist? :D I want to see it one day! And probably live in there hahahaha

...

2011-06-18T01:55:00.003+08:00

OMG. Tomorrow I will be watching the last episode of goong )):
NOOOOO
Anyway I know what's gonna happened already but noooo. )):
This second last episode made me cry so so much. eh it's really sad kay. It is the episode where chaekyung is going abroad and may never come back. Shin cried so bad you know )): and he was like, 'I thought you said we were never be apart'
Aww. Aiyah damn sad luh man... I think I'm gonna rewatch this episode again tomorrow hahahaha
)):
HAHAHAH. kay 2am le going to sleeeep!

15 june

2011-06-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG!!
UGH CANNOT STAND IT!
Why can't shin just tell chaekyung he loves her?!?!?!!? IS IT THAT HARD?!?!?! Like wts omgawd I feel so pissed off just from watching the drama
hahahah
But anyway okay I'm gonna be spoiler.
So what happened was chaekyung didn't eavesdrop the entire conversation that shin, her husband, is having with hyorin, his ex. Chaekyung only listened till the part where shin says he's going to go abroad to study, that's the kind of future he wants. Then chaekyung thought that shin wants to divorce with her so she felt sad and left
Then only after she left, shin said, 'but now I've found someone as precious as my dream to me. If I would go, I would want to go with someone special'
UGH
Then chaekyung thought that shin still likes hyorin. SO ANNOYING RIGHT!

Then nevermind. The yul have to keep confessing to chaekyung. Yes he's so handsome and sweet and caring but no!!!! In this show he is the di4 san1 zhe3 so I don't care he cannot keep expressing his love for chaekyung!!! THEN HE EVEN KISSED CHAEKYUNG!!!! (on the head)
OMG. and wts shin have to appear at such a time and saw the whole thing
So shin got super pissed and pulled chaekyung to one corner and they quarreled ))):
OMG
I was so hoping shin would confess or sth. INSTEAD, he like force kiss chaekyung and said, 'I'm reminding you that I'm your husband'
noooooo what a thing to do. ugh. so chaekyung slapped him!!! )):
Awww. (my heart pain too ): HAHAHA)

MANNNN. HAHAHA I watch before le lah this is like the 3rd or 4th time but I still get so pissed off XD

AHHH

2011-06-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA
Was so super addicted to goong I watched 2 episodes today and didn't watch iljimae in the end!
):
Oh man. Iljimae is nice too.. HAHAHAHA oh no which should I watch
mm
I think goong is nicer cos I like shin more than lee joon ki :D
LOLOL
HAHAAH I have nothing to do now, and I don't feel like sleeping cos I just ate supper :D

OH
I love Beast's new album super loads!! :D
HAHAHAH. All of their songs are really nice!!! Especially You, On Rainy Days and Fiction! Super love! Here's the song You! :D

I hope this embed code works. I tried quite a few times with the newer code and my IE will just go crazy and hangs. If the code didn't work then you can click this link:
http://youtu.be/EkZB0eT_YHk

HAHA. Nice right! :D
can't stop listening to it!!
Kay I'm going off le bye!!^^

goong again!

2011-06-05T01:12:00.003+08:00

IM WATCHING GOONG AGAIN!!!! :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAHAH
(L)
Omgawd. love that drama so much. xD
Now I finally understood some parts of it that I didn't last time when I first watch it.
HEEE. So happy!!! :D :D :D
( I typed :C by accident LOL)
Anyways. HAHAHAHAHAH. kay nothing much. 1.20 am le better sleep soon
NIGHTS :D

happpyyyy again

2011-05-31T21:45:00.002+08:00

Because though it is on your left, it is always right (:

HAHAHA
I feel like blogging again! HMPH. When can I get money huh. The advertisements generate so little amount of money it takes years for me to get my first cheque! HMPH

I am a really good girl yesterday, was quite amazed by myself too. HAHAH I could actually sit at the table for hours studying geography! I DIDN'T EVEN USE THE COMPUTER! :D
Amazing huh?!?!
I took a few breaks in between to watch tv. But still, it's a big achievement.
But quite disappointing lah, couldn't remember all the dates and stuffs, so didn't do that well for the paper I think..
I mixed up most of the facts xD
HAHAHAH

So byebye to my A )):
I was hoping to get A for geography, cos it's like, the easiest to score A. ._.
Maybe getting C this time.. Nothing below C!!! If not I will be damn sad. Spent so much time studying, even sacrificed my sleep and facebook ));
Hee, nevermind, I shall try get B for my H2s :D
Hwaiting!!!!!! :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAH
MWAHAHAHAHA GSSS!!!!!!!!
OMO. Happyyyyyy. HAHAHAHAHAH
I walked past some shops at Jurong point today and all of them got big posters screaming '50% sale storewide'!!!!
AHH. I will go shop. soon.

i love oldies

2011-05-29T02:33:00.002+08:00

But I'm not the man
your heart is missing
that's why you go away
I know

2011-05-29T02:29:00.002+08:00

Realised I drink bubble tea everytime I have exams like midyears, promos, olevels, etc :D
HAHAHAH.
Maybe cause I will be released early or go to school later, so there's time for bubble tea :D
HAHA
OMG
I'm always feeling hungry at the wrong time!!! Tsk )):

I'm bored. Shall go play bomb it 2 :D
HAHAHAH
But I got a lot of homework! Shall work hard hard tomorrow! Jiayou everyone for your papers!

ends

2011-05-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

I just saw chingu's blog post, and I feel the urge to blog too!
Chingu cheer up alright, if you saw this post!!
I was thinking if I should forgive someone too. Deep down I felt really angry too, and it has been quite some time, and I thought I would just forgive, in the end I realise there's no point to it. Because that someone has decided to give up and has changed totally.

Experienced a lot of things recently. Seen how selfish some people can be, how weird some others can be. I think I only have a few true closest friends with me. But it's okay I'm very contented with that. I'm trying not to care too much if not I can't live happily
Key to happiness : Live simply, worry less and give more.
And it's time to really cherish people I love, we all shouldn't take things for granted

Emo post

2011-05-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

Mwahaha. I'm not going watch tv anymore. LOL! Wanted to, but decided to continue playing computer, and maybe watch EHB ep 4! :D
HAHAHAHAH
eh? I watch until where already ah shytt HAHAHA I got very bad memory
Aiyah anyway super sad can ever since I learnt of the facebook fact(fiction maybe. OOH FACT AND FICTION) thingy I kept checking my profile at random times of the day hoping to see his name there
Before I knew this thingy his name was always there
And after this, like recently, his name no longer appears there as often )):
Just now I checked two times, both times also don't have.
HM
So is it true or what?! Or even if it's true he didnt visit often either.
LOL
OMG confusing

Anyway hahahaha. Next week is the last week of school mwahahha
Happy ttm!!!!! (totally contradicts the title of this post)
HAHAHAHAH
YAY
YAY
YAY
I can't wait for holidays. I need at least 2 months to slowly unwind can
Like, so screwed up. I'm lagging behind for tutorials and lectures for most subjects. Wonder what have I been doing.. and mid years coming! So I totally need holidays ):

HAII
And I needa go buy 'reduce dark circles' eye cream soon. Must start using if not I really evolve into panda liao
)):
Save my eye rings mission!

Kay kay time for EHB HAHAHAHAHA BYE! :D

random!

2011-05-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

when, even silence is comfortable. :D
I feel that way when I'm with you baepu :D

2011-05-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

I don't know why is things so complicated, but whatever, I'm not caring, I'm so tired of it. If you started it previously with her, and you could kind of forget about it, then why did you start it all over again with me?! Like seriously, zzzzz
I just cannot take it when you tried to play victim and make everything seemed like my fault. For a moment I really thought it was mine. LOL
* VV *

HEE I'm addicted to Sistar's shady girl! Before that was ma boy, now shady girl.
HAHA somemore that song so long ago de, suddenly addicted! ^^
YESSSS JUNE HOLIDAYS COME QUICK, I wanna go shopping ):
But no money leh, mm, actually have lah but not enough ):
I shall start saving before no more weekly allowance!! I also don't like taking money from my parents..

UGH OMG SADDDDD D:
D: D: D:
D: D: D:
D: D: D:
I was living in denial all along

songs!

2011-05-15T02:00:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH recently got an influx of new songs and I haven't updated my mp3 yet. So I'm gonna list down the songs I want here, in case I forgot what songs I don't have yet
HAHAHA

0330
Heart to heart
Girl who can't break up guy who can't leave
Lonely
On rainy day
Ma boy

HAHA okay lah got some not that recent also but I keep forgetting to update my mp3
!!!
^^
Sleeping time! Night everyone!

the kind of flawless i wish i could be

2011-05-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

and you've got a smile that can light up this whole town

fell in love when I saw you standing there

it's a love story baby just say yes

what I do when im bored

2011-05-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

Nice? I made it myself HEE HEE

Gonna put it into the blogskin, or maybe I should change a new blogskin hahahahaha

Too gullible, too ignorant, over sensitive, or just plain hypocrisy.

2011-05-09T23:34:00.003+08:00

///
Is not that I'm not your friend, it is just that you are becoming really weird.
I'm serious.
Time to reflect on what you had done and what you hadn't.
And you will realised you have changed.
///

HEEEEEEEE omg 2am's you wouldnt answer my call is stucked in my head
HAHAHAHAHA
OH baepu chingu and ange let's eat mof soon kay kay HAHAH
I'm craving for the matcha icecream yum yum
OH YES
WEATHER FREAKING HOTTTTT omg
Cos my fan damn cool can tell the temperature right then it is like 34 degree celcius?!?!?!?!?!?!?
wts that's close to our normal body temperature can
)):
Lucky today no school if not need wear tie LOLOL

kay annyeong! :D
Nights everyone!!

7 may

2011-05-08T02:04:00.002+08:00

HAHA hey people I've removed my Cbox because I keep having random tags from people I don't know!! And is like, so retarded -.-
HAHAHAH
Maybe I'll go create a new one soon kay :D

HAHA. oh first time I'm watching the General Elections. So cool!! I never knew it was so exciting to watch. Like, I don't recall having elections in 2006 leh
But now it's like so big deal everyone knows!!!!
Maybe cos I'm older already LOLOL

Oh. I want George Yeo to win for Aljunied, but I want opposition to win too. sadd
And I don't really know much about Nicole Seah so I don't feel sad for her lols
)):
HAHAHAH but I'm happy PAP won for my GRC cos the opposition so lousy ^^
okay lah actually I don't really know what's going on hee hee

OH MAN THEY JUST ANNOUNCED THE ALJUNIED ONE ):
AHHH
So sad.

2011-05-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

So true yeah? :D
But I'm not sure if that applies to me because I don't exactly know what's the song in my heart HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Okay!
I got chem test to study and bio practical omgawd haven't do 10 sth pm already ugh

Today got photo taking! HEE
But my hair was a mess lah tsk
And I'm always sitting on the bench ugh I'm never tall right... my entire life you know!!! I don't recall standing in the second row before. )):

Oh
I showed Brenda the 'Mr Taxi' parody today she laughed like crazy too heheh damn funny. There's a hoot one too xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPNCqbScwQY&feature=related
Funny! can go see ah
Kay kay gtg le bye!!!

/

I can tell that you feel lonely, but you isolated yourself, I did nothing. Yes, nothing to annoy you and nothing to try and find out what happened between us. cos, I kind of believe that, the problem lies in you. I'll just let you be and you will realise that it is you, not me.

pfffft

2011-05-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

UGH, not good mood today. A while angry at my mum, a while later angry at my dad. pffft. Can't they just leave me alone and stop asking me to go do homework. like hello!!! I know when I should do okay. I was about to off the computer to do my work, but my dad came and pointed at me and go like, "you better stop playing ah, don't always play play play, go do your homework!!"

UGH. so now I totally don't want do my homework alr right

rawr me hungry ):

2011-04-24T23:55:00.001+08:00

Always hungry at the wrong time, and always full at the right time )):

210411

2011-04-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

It's good friday tomorrow! yes! :D :D :D

HAHAHAH
Happy to the maximum :D
Can sleep and stay home slack. HURHUR
At the same time catch up with my studies omgawd I failed chem test tsk. I didn't finish paper lah, so kind of expected but still!! I should get all correct for those that I've done what. Kinda disappointed with myself. Study before le still can fail. HAHAH
Kay lah, I will get A for mye HAHAHAHAHHA
wait long long jiu have ah, so I shall wait and see :D

OH
Recently I started re-watching alot of DBSK mvs and live performances!! :D
HEEE
OMG THEY ARE SO GORGEOUS !!!!!! *inserts many hearts*
AH
Seriously. Especially the kiss shita mama sayonara live performance. omg *.*
*fangirl moment*

LOLOL!
HAHAHAHAHAH. kay I shall end the post with a nice photo :D

Nights people! stay happy and healthy!

;

Sometimes I sit and wonder, if I ever crossed your mind, like how you crossed mine everyday

faith, is not wanting to know the truth

2011-04-17T01:52:00.008+08:00

HEEE
Happy birthday to my grandma!! :D
HAHA her birthday not today ah, but we pushed forward the celebration cos it falls on a weekday.
Went to River View hotel for a good buffet dinner.
HAHAHA I love the Cream of Almond OMGOSH it's super nice!!!! Warm and sticky but good :D
Hurhur.
I ate alot of dessert cos the main courses are like prawns abalone kind I don't really like LOL
HAHAH I don't like seafood :X
So yeah I just spam cakes and soup HAHAHAHHAHA
FAT ALREADYYYYY

We made a big card for ah ma and she looked so touched :D
HAHAH at first we were so scared she found out about the card already because she kept staring at the card then gave us a look like ' I know what's that '
We pasted photos of all the 9 of us on the card, (mostly baby photos) so she was like happily pointing out who's who in the photos.
HAHAH
awww
She looked at my baby photo and went like, ' I know.. this is girl girl ' :D
I think I look quite different from my baby self.
In that baby photo of mine, I was sitting on my grandma's lap.
Had super big black round eyes
I'm serious
Can compete with Mages kind of eyes you know
Super big I was shocked myself too, cos I don't think I have those big round eyes now LOLOLOL
But I had dark eye rings since young. In that photo I already had eye bags and eye rings FML !!!!!!
SIGH
Panda since young HAHA. :/

Then we just nom and nom and went home
AND I FELT HUNGRY!!!!
And so I had to dig for biscuits and uncle toby but guess I didn't eat enough, so end up getting gastric pains at 1230am wts ):
)):
Okay my hair dry liao shall blog again another day HAHAHAH

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony -Mahatma Gandhi

14 april

2011-04-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH

IM SUPER SLEEPY BUT I FEEL LIKE POSTING COS IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY TOMORROW!!! :D :D :D

Can't wait omg finally friday yes! okay sleeping time bye :D

Free cone day but no free cone for me ):

2011-04-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

I think I becoming more and more no life.

And amazingly I'm used to this 'no life' life. LOL

OMG

And I actually am fine with this no-life life!!!!

MAN

SAVE ME SOMEONE!

I want to live a life LOL okay this is random

AH. I'm GOING BED D:

I'm soooo going to starbucks once I recover from this weird disease

I dont know why some people can be so selfish

2011-04-10T03:05:00.004+08:00

This is in response to your post. I happened to visit your blog since I know the link and I wasn't about to sleep and I know you are ignoring me so I thought I will go find out why(or at least see if I pissed you off in any way)

So I guess you don't know me well enough after all yeah? Because firstly I wasn't even giving you any black face. If I did, well I had a black face since 8 in the morning if you didn't know. Wait, before that, when did I ever expect a B? Oh cos you thought so. I was expecting a C and I got a C. Yes I still feel a bit sad but hey it was expected what else can I do?

So I was just like silently eating and you have to rub salt on my wound by saying you're freaking disapppointed with your B. Yes B is not good as compared to A, but please, look around you before you talk. Like I didn't try hard enough? I got C which is worse than you okay. At least don't come and tell me you're sad with a B when you know I got C. If everybody else get B and you get C, see if you will feel like talking not.

And what happened after that, you went off for lecture when the bell rang and when I was still eating. It was as if I pissed you off so you just pangsehed me at the cafe. yeah I didn't bother about that but later when you passed down the lecture notes and there's not enough, you didn't bother telling me. If not that I turned and saw that everyone else had their notes with them and only I didn't get it, I think I wouldn't have realised they were passing notes. And correction tape? When you are selfish enough to not let me know about the notes, you asked me for correction tape. Yes I at first wanted to lend it to you, but Atiroh reminded me that you didn't lend yours to me when I needed it too. So why should I lend mine to you then? I paid for my own stationeries too. And you were the one who raked the past stuffs up by saying "what about last year!?" I lent mine to you last year too, because I didn't think of whether you lent me yours or not, or whether you will be spamming my correction tape. Jeez, I don't know how someone can ignore me just cos of a correction tape.

I knew you were ignoring me. I can tell. It's not as though I pissed you off or something that I deserved to be ignored. In fact, you pissed me off. You made me feel like, everyone else in this world is freaking selfish. No, actually not only you, but it was only recently that I see clearly how some people can be so selfish.

I realise you are like whoever you don't like. You always say you don't like A cos of yadah yadah and you dislike B because of this and that. But do you know, you're exactly like A and B. "what you hate in someone is usually what you hate in yourself" You said that you are always there when I needed you, but I was never once there for you when you needed me? Think carefully before you say anything like that. I feel like by typing this post I'm ruining our friendship, but I would like you to know how I feel. You're not always in the right.

random again

2011-04-08T21:31:00.004+08:00

OMG

Mages so smart ah HAHAHAHAH

I just put 'are we?' as my pm, cos I thought it isn't obvious that way and I can't think of anything better to put as my pm. AND OMT. Mages can tell who is it for and what it means omt so scary

HAHAHAHAH

OMG WTS

There's a lot of weird insects in the room!! There's this green blood mosquito or sth I just killed 2, then there's this housefly that keeps flying around!!!!!!!

Not like I never bathe right

OMG

So irritating I want kill but don't dare.. ):

AHHH

Kaythxbai :D

600th!

2011-04-07T23:49:00.004+08:00

OMG Today damn embarrassing!! ): I tripped and fell at the staircase area after lecture! AH WTS! D: Cos I was trying to siam this girl I scared I bang into her and then I was like unbalance and fell ): OH MAN! And he was there.. around there. I wonder if he saw wth omt ): Even if he didn't at first I think after that he would have turned and saw me on the floor cos I scream damn loudly HAHAHAHA Haii, natural thing to do mah, to scream and grab something for support. But ah, I grope Audrey's butt instead LOL ROFLAMOZEDONGBANGSHINKI Yes. ): super damn embarrassing!!! UGH AH See I knew today would be a bad day, so tomorrow confirm better than today cos it's friday and today's bad enough already unless tomorrow's worse. Maybe, cos tomorrow release of PW results and I'll most probably get a C. HAHA So yeah.. bad day omg I can sense it

Anyway see the doctor again! Going to be a month already since I'm on medication. The virus must have been real bad, now I have mild bronchitis (I think spell wrongly nehmind I lazy check) and I need to take medicine still! ): A LOT LEH! Though no need take antibiotics already, but I still got like 5 different tablets to take everyday, plus cough mixture. OMG Speaking of cough mixture, I calculated how much ml of cough mixture I've drank. AND OMG you know what?!?!?!?! FREAKING 410 ML!!!!! WTS right And if I'm gonna finish this 90ml of cough mixture, WTS means I drank 500 ml of cough syrup over the past 4 weeks OMG OMG Super scary sia Imagine!!! 500ml!! That's like the capacity of my water bottle! 500ml! I drink 500ml of water!!! NOT SYRUP!

OMG AH I really don't know if I will die from cough mixture overdose. I think it's like stuck somewhere in my body ): HHAHAAH okay late already goofynight and goodluck baepu for your pw :D

And I hate blogger there's sth damn wrong with it, either my post comes out in this really big chunk of paragraph or there's a lot of spacing between lines. UGH

happy face

2011-04-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

I like charlieissocoollike and nigahiga! :D HAHAHA they never fail to make me smile :D yes I just spent 2 hours watching their videos and I haven't finish my chem planning HAHAHAH I still find it funny even after watching it for so many times HAHAHAHAHA kaykay got to go off, TO WATCH MORE VIDEOS :D

peace

2011-04-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

HAHA, scribbled this on Azura's geog lecture notes today. Was bored. HAHA. AH I saw JYJ's concert on Brenda's ipod. UGH. Just when I made up my mind to go, they are no longer coming! ): boooo Oh but Brenda say that got this company deciding to bring them in ah, or sth like that, HAHA if it's true then yay!! :D They got 4 new songs and all so nice! ^^ I'm going watch the concert now hahahaha bye (:

sorry, pms

2011-04-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

朋友之间为何那么难说话？我相信,真正的朋友是什么心里话都可以说的, 因为只有真正的朋友知道为什么你会这么说, 所以我才说给你听，让你知道我难过了。

randommm

2011-04-03T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'm bored but I'm super super ultra sleepy already!!!
UGH
I took my cough medicine at 12, so it's taking effect already and I'm freaking drowsy but I can't go bed yet cos my hair isn't dry ):
Yes what a lame reason LOL
But I can't sleep with wet hair right.. will get headaches one you know!!
So I'm trying to take my mind off the sleepiness by staring at facebook
HAHA
I read all the recent news already, but why isn't my hair drying yet!!!
And I suddenly realise a lot of the chinese songs I listen to, I can somehow relate them to my life! LOL
HAHAHAHA
I know random, but it's true! HAHAHAH

AHHHH OMG
Damn sleepy already I don't care liao sleeping at 1.30 no matter what HAHAH
):
And I got alot of homework to do lah!
)):
I got like, chem tys and tutorials to hurry chiong finish, still got math test to study and tutorials to do, then bio planning question plus lipids essay, then GP also need research on the question and find 10 articles from credible sources ):
I got homework from every subject except geog! ):
And like, all due on monday and tuesday
WTS
And I only got tomorrow to do can D: D: D:
UGH UGH UGH
ARGHHHHHH
*pulls hair*
Kay I shall try chiong tomorrow D:
AHHHH
Good luck to me D:

OOH AND I REALLY LIKE THE AJC BEAR HAHAHHA
Thanks yingxuan heheheh :D
The more I look at it the more I like it it's so cool can take off the clothes one!
And it's wearing the AJC pe attire HAHAHAH
So cute right
Reminds me of yingxuan (cos of the tshirt LOL NOT COS OF THE CUTENESS)
HAHAHAH
^^

one four

2011-04-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

Life's been so boring today :D
HAHAHAHA
It's APRIL FOOLS DAY! LOL

Okay, so Wesley and Hakim decided to trick the entire class by lying that there will be a guest from MOE sitting in during chem tutorial, so we are supposed to look neat and wear our ties. LOLOL!
I actually fell for it when I first received the relay system cos I forgot the next day would be April Fools.
So I was like telling Audrey oh man suay ttm always tio us.

Then in the morning when I met Azura she said maybe it was a prank, because was so random and it's april fools! HAHAHAHA So smart ah Azura. HEH! My influence :D
Then after math lecture Wesley still go like, 'eh people hurry wear your ties!!' Then everybody started wearing you know!!!
I was like HAHAHAHAH must be fake one cos Wesley himself isnt wearing it anyway
Then cos some of us took the longer route so when we reach the class most of the people were in class in their ties already. Then they still blur blur wear the ties UGH
If was me I punch Wesley already lah hahahaha XD
Then after the whole chem tutorial everybody was like cursing Wesley.
HAHAHAH
Actually quite funny lah. But see, proves that we are all innocent and gullible LOLOL

AH
I got fluctuating moods today!!! Like, now happy later sad kind of thing
OMG
Think is some disease must be Audrey always pass me these kind of things hahahahahhahahahahahahaha.
Aiyah. nothing to post already. tsk.
BYEBYE :D

ultra big happy face

2011-03-30T21:39:00.004+08:00

AHHHH TODAY IS LIKE, The best day in my life so far HAHAHAHAHAH

OMT OMT OMT

:D

AHHHH HAHAHAHAHAH

AHAHAHAHAHA

Okay lah happy enough already.

I keep thinking about it so much that I forgot to alight at my stop

LOL

Oh, and bad news, a lot people sick in S06 now.. ):

I think it's cause of me I don't know.. bit guilty ah hahahaha

But ah I sick for so long already then they start so maybe not me :D

HEEEEEE

Get well soon everybody!

HAHA you know last time I took damn long to swallow a tiny flu tablet right, then normally I just give up and chew.

Now I think I expert already loh, took so many tablets already, that I have mastered the skill to swallow even the damn big amoclav!! HAHAHAHHAAHAH

But now my tablets all smaller size already :D

AHHH I cannot stop smiling think I going mad psh

Shall go sleep hehehehe nights people :D

rainbow!!

2011-03-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

ANYONE SAW THAT PRETTY RAINBOW TODAY?!?! OMG HAHAHAH Was sooooo pretty! Can see all the colours clearly and it formed an arc across the building! :D HEE So I snapped a photo of it and made 3 wishes. 3 stupid wishes actually =.= HAHAHAH okay lah.. not really that stupid. :D HEHEH I shall post the picture of the rainbow someday when I'm free kay kay :D

Oh man, I forgot to wish for myself to get well soon! UGH. ): I'm kind of recovering le lah, but I hate that feeling everytime I cough, is like, from the trachea area and it's very annoying cos I can't breathe properly. I hope tomorrow pe not running!!! IF NOT I GG!!! ): CRAP I think it's running... ):

OKAY! got to go do hmwk already hahahah bye!

>

2011-03-27T01:50:00.003+08:00

It's not trust Chingu, it's not that there isn't trust.
Of course I trust you, cos you're my friend, I always do.
It wasn't just cos of one incident that I felt that way.. It was due to many many different minute reasons that has been building up..
I just saw your blog post too, and, so you were waiting for me to text you too?

Sigh, you are right, I don't know where to start telling you too..
I didn't actually thought that you were mad at me, it wasn't exactly 'angry', more like 'sian' you know.. My heart dropped to the floor too when I saw your reply. It was so short, cold and hurtful. I deleted it immediately. That was why I didn't reply after that, because I only give such replies when I'm pissed off/sian
After a while I see that you didn't reply then I was like thinking 'wth is chingu really feeling that way!?' so I texted you after that..

All I ever wanted, was that you understand that I'm unwell but am still trying to go because it's been a long time since we last hang out together. But you didnt.. you still suggested to ask _ along, instead of asking me to not go since I'm unwell and that we can go out some other day..
If you said 'Hmm.. it's okay (:' I wouldn't have felt what I felt. really.

Well.. I wanted to text you the day I blogged that.. It was when your GPA results are released and I wanted to ask you how you did. Nehmind stubborn me will never take the first step. But just want to let you know that it's okay and cheer up even if your results aren't up to expectations. At least now you know that it's time to work even harder than before, and I know you can do it. You have been doing well so far.

So.. I still haven't text you till now not cos I'm still mad/upset at you cos of this incident. I just wanted to see that you care. That's all.

(:

boring thursday

2011-03-24T21:44:00.004+08:00

I think I'm numb emotionally recently. I can't tell whether I'm feeling upset or happy, like, I really don't know.

For instance, I saw something on fb, and I'm supposed to be feeling super duper jealous and upset but I don't know if I'm feeling that way.. I can't tell whether I'm feeling upset about it.

I saw someone this morning and I was supposed to be hyperventilating and stuff but I didn't.. It just feels like, I can't feel my emotions. Like I had no feelings

I was upset about the fb thing lah, I didn't know that until I saw myself in front of the mirror, sad face printed all over my face. Am I like, upset till a point that I don't know whether I'm sad or not? do i still love you? please tell me so..

24th march

2011-03-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

random much

2011-03-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

Something happened between us that day
If you are reading, I just want to say this to you

Is it my fault, that things turned out this way? Was it too demanding of me, to just ask for just the slightest bit of concern? As a friend, shouldn't you at least send a 'are you okay?' It was as though you didn't care, really. I'm still kind of waiting for a sms from you, because you said you didn't mean it that way. I didn't reply you after that because I was mad at you. You should be able to sense that right. Then why didn't you text after that? I have been waiting, for another message from you so that maybe I can understand why your reply is that way. After waiting for quite a while, I thought to myself, am I in the wrong? Did I complicate things.. was it supposed to be like that, that I was over reacting..Maybe I expected too much from you, my chingu. I thought that is what close friends are for, to be there whenever you need, to give you all the support/care/concern when no one else bothered.

/////

Kay
heee shall talk about today!
I managed to pon PE HAHAH don't know why when it's PE suddenly my coughing STOPS!
Like wts! then at first Mr Hiap didn't really believe that I was unwell, so he was asking for MC and giving me the tsk tsk face. Then I was like omt he confirm think I keh keh or sth act only. Then after that during GP I don't know why suddenly cough like mad!!!! I was drinking loads of water alr but still coughing and coughing like omt can
):
So I was asking Audrey whether I got sars or sth *touch wood touch wood*
CHOY
HAHA I want recover soon! I haven't eat famous amos )):

Enjoy the little things in life;

2011-03-20T23:22:00.004+08:00

Mannnn, I'm starting to not like blogger already! Why are you sooooo slow nowadays!?!?
Ni lao le mah? ):
But I don't want switch cos it means leaving this blog. NOOOOOO )):
So wasted hahah

Kay anyways
I just wanna say

I'M
COUGHING
SO FRIGGING
BADLY
)):

HAHAHAHA
Yes, kthxbai :D

;Because one day you will look back and realise, they were the big things/

sickkkkkk ):

2011-03-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

OMG what's wrong with blogger ):
I have been trying to post the 'Before you go' MV here and I can't!!!!
Once I paste the link the whole thingy will hang and become unresponsive D:
SADDED

Nevermind you guys just go watch it kay. Before you go by HoMin. Damn good :D
HAHAHAH
Came out few days ago think last week or something. The song is sooooo good. Especially Changmin's scream wahaha
Actually he keeps screaming loh, at least got 5 times. LOL
Should go watch the live performance too!! Their dance moves are like omg
HEHEH

And ugh I'm coughing like mad now cannot take it ):
It's very pain, like everytime I cough my whole body trembles and I will start tearing
)):
And my voice sounds weird LOL

AH
See lah still eat potato chips yesterday tsk. Now worsen alr!!! If sunday still not okay then monday can skip school wahahaha
:D
kay kay go watch 'before you go' okay

Study session with BFFs hahahaha

2011-03-16T21:51:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went out with Baepu and Ange to study. But we spent most of the time talking, eating and doing everything else but study :D

*hearts*

Oh then we ate pepper lunch omgawd I suddenly like pepper lunch a lot I'm so going to eat it soon!!! (:

Then we went to make this cute window decor thingy for chingu! :D

HAHA Yingxuan made this really pretty purple heart on the Bambi!!! I have to agree it's really nice but I really think is pure luck can. Is tyco one loh!!!

Hurhur

Then off to find Chingu! We took taxi to Yewtee point and omgawd first time there so we went to some shops and see see look look LOL

saw this super nice poster of DBSK in comics connection ^^

Aww.

I miss the 5 of them together.

Then we went downstairs and saw Clarine there muahaha. Then we waited for her to get off from work and we went home together!

I want eat pepper lunch and mof lets eat it soon HAHAHAH

And we haven't go bugis leh ):

Here's a retarded photo of us ! :D

HEEEE

In front of our favourite Old Chang Kee

omgawd we got super limited number of facial expressions :O

14 march

2011-03-14T22:26:00.001+08:00

Hee. Happy day today. :DOh. and I decided that I wouldn't stalk you alr because if I really like you, who cares if you like me back right. All that matters is that I like you and you dont mind me liking you :D

11 march 11

2011-03-12T00:29:00.003+08:00

Remember me?

I know you did. :D

Thanks for remembering me, hahah, it means alot to me actually.

I suddenly thought of the day we first met, there wasnt a proper introduction and we didn't even spoke to each other, yet on FB when I said hi to you you know that I wasn't there because I was on MC

aww. :D

So sweet

Some other people don't even remember can

AIYAH

see. I'm thinking too much again. HAHAHAH. Eh omg your friend quite handsome also ah

shyt man why the alternate batches got handsome guys one ah

Actually it's quite a miracle I can remember your face till now.. usually I forget the face after like a few days..

okay super random post bye!

weird

2011-03-10T23:06:00.003+08:00

I feel so moodless today.. It's the march hols soon! Why the sad face. I don't know either. It's like, AN INTERNAL THING (lols yingxuan :D)

I feel this really depressing feeling deep inside me. But I don't know how why what who which where. I just know I am pretty upset now and I can't seem to feel happy. Maybe I will go paint my nails bright orange and feel happier.

I don't know

Sigh

I text chingu and kind of told her what happened and I felt much better, but suddenly the feelings came back again ):

And it's like raining

What a sad and lonely day.

*plays 天灰 by S.H.E*

OMG

Emo ttm

AHH

So yeah.. I'm here to blog. :D

Everytime I feel sad or happy I will blog :D

(OH SHYT I suddenly remembered sth HAHAHAHAHA)

This blog has been around since Sec 3, and like many times I wanted to just delete it but somehow I've managed to keep it alive till now. Amazing eh

HM been... 3 years!!! HAHAHAHA omgawd I thought very long alr. Chey, 3 years nia

I still remember my first blog url HAHAHA but I removed it alr lah

I don't know what to do...

Nevermind I should go off soon to do my bio stuff. Night people ):

what are words

2011-03-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them

/

2011-03-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

was that smile for me?

2011-03-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

HEH

I don't really trust blogger. Always get this feeling that whatever I type as drafts but didn't publish will in the end be seen by some other people I don't know why HAHAHA

So I don't really type anything super private and save it as drafts alr. Never know when blogger might go crazy

HMHM

Today is a tiring day!!! HAHAHA

Slept late last night cos of the chem planning thingy took me so long to figure out how to do it

Then in school have to survive geog and math tutorials and some SC talk thingy. HAHA

Previously they were suggesting that everyone be entitled to only one vote, then I was like thinking ah omg why 1 vote only I got at least 3 people I want to vote for. Then now they changed it to everyone entitled to 5 different votes, HAHAH and I realised I only got 3 people I want to vote for. Means I got 2 free votes!!

LOLOL

Okay, that's about all.. HAHAHAHA

I'm starting to like Eco Club more alr, HAHAHA

friends

2011-03-01T21:17:00.004+08:00

Okay okay, I kind of guessed that I will tear a bit or something when I received the sms from you. The link to your blog. I kind of prepared tissue paper, cos I'm very touchy when it comes to these kind of conflicts between friends and stuffs.
Mm
I'm thankful to you, my friend, for sharing what you've felt with me and some other people.
Previously when I talked to you, asking you what happened, you kept saying nothing I was so worried that it was because something happened to your family. Now I know why

I don't know how I should start. I'm really sorry. I hope this didn't come too late. I feel like I've failed as a friend. I didn't realise that all these while you were hurt by ____'s comments. It is not cause she really wanted you to shut up or wasn't interested in whatever you were going to say, but it is because sometimes you really caught her at the wrong time. Like, when she was trying to pay attention to some part of the lecture, you will tell her sth irrelevant. Honestly, sometimes I felt irritated for that too. [But I know how it felt to be ignored. I do disturb people during the lectures too.] But you have to sometimes understand that she might not understand that part of the lecture and needs to listen. So try not to talk to her during lectures okay.

Regarding the PE thing, you left with ___ to find Mr Hiap first, after we put our bags at the canteen table. Then suddenly when she turned around she saw Mr Hiap with a J2 guy, so both of us decided to catch up with Mr Hiap and asked him about it. Apparently, Mr Hiap told us that a teacher didn't come school that day, so he's supposed to relieve that class, and he already doing relay for his own class, so he can't do relay for 3 classes at the same time. So he told us to just report at 4
Then both of us went back to the table and spread the message.
After that you and ____ came back and said you all spoke to Mr Hiap too right, but Mr Hiap didn't tell you all about relieving the class. So she tried to explain to you while you tried to prove your point too. Then I don't really remember what happened but after that you were just like sitting at the other table and like, isolating yourself. ):

Remember when I asked you how you spelt 'pronunciation', cos I thought it would engage you in the conversation, you just nodded after I said you spelt it wrongly. It was as though you have changed all of a sudden.
Are you still the friend I can talk to about anything under the sun? I remember how I always lean on you when I feel like sleeping, or doodle on your papers or hit you or hook my arms around yours and go buy food together. You are like one of my closest friend already, but like, all of a sudden you just ignore me. I feel sad one you know. I don't even dare to kope the Ice Chocolate you kept drinking recently. I don't even know if I should remind you to take your medicine or provide you with water.

what's worse? You don't want to tell me what happened, isn't that like telling me 'sorry, I'm not close to you I'm not telling you anything'
D:
Don't do that again okay, it is not like I wouldn't understand right.

Mmmm...
I couldn't change the way how I always talk about guys and KPOP because that's how I am xD
Somemore I've found a guy I really like recently, I couldn't help but talk about him all the time
heeeeee
Aiyah
I don't want both of you to like, quarrel over such things you know..
you know, she's very upset cos of this too. She kept asking me what happened to you too, and when I told her I guess it was her you were pissed off with, she was so upset for the rest of the day, you can tell. Isn't this enough, to show that she cares for you and that you are her friend still?
Maybe she didn't realise it herself that by saying that to you it will be really hurtful.
I will tell her that, and I'm sure after she knows it she wouldn't say it again.

Okay, I think this is a rather long post. I hope you talk to her or something tomorrow okay. If you feel like you couldn't do it, at least tell me or somebody else, so that this thingy can end soon.
:D
Cheers!

PS: The people didn't change, it is the context that's changing!!! LOL does this even makes sense

123456789

2011-02-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

I suddenly feel sad again
Is like, if you are too happy today, most likely you will feel upset tomorrow.
Guess I was too happy on Friday, today was like a kinda sad day for me.
):
I don't know why too.. just.. upset for nothing.

Anyway I feel like it's impossible between me and him. That thought will just make me feel super depressed. But I must forget him and stop liking him right. Cos it's really impossible between us. He will get to know pretty girls in ODAC and usually ODAC people will become super close. Cos they go out and play alot together..
):
So I guess we wouldn't end up as couple or anything so I should give up now!
And somemore I've always believed in destiny.
If we are meant to be, we are meant to be. If people are fated to be together, nothing can break them up
有缘千里来相会;无缘近邻不相识 (:
So I will try to get you out of my mind.

hahahaha random ttm

2011-02-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Mr Handsome,

Please do not talk to Miss Wig or any other girls alright.
I get jealous easily
Thanks

Loads of love,
Me

21 feb

2011-02-20T22:29:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps!
I'm back to blog muahahaha
I'm looking forward to school tomorrow!!! ^^
Have no idea why I'm looking forward to a monday! :X
I mean, who looks forward to a monday, seriously.
People only look forward to mondays if:
1. Monday is their birthday
2. Monday is their friend's birthday
3. Monday no school xD

HM
I think that's like all the reasons.
HAHAHAHA
Mine is cos I get to see ______________________!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Eh serious, I'm not kidding. I can see him at around 9am I think.
HEEEEE
EH!
I never stalk okay, I just happen to find out that he has PE on mondays.
HAHAHAHAHA
shhhh
omg
too much info
I hope he doesn't find his way here.

HAHA
Okay I got to go do math homework xD
Math was never this easy last year can! Every question I need kill 10 brain cells that kind.
But this year the tutorials easier or something (or maybe cos I learnt alr)
I don't need to think much for each question and I get them all right!!!!!! :D :D :D
*pats self on back*
HAHA
Cos it's differentiation. Nothing difficult yet

OOH
GTG
Buhbye!!! :D :D :D

2011-02-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

Went to Flea market with Ange and Yingxuan today! :D
HAHAHAHAH
1234567890! Shouldn't trust them to bring me there lo xD
HAHAHAH
I kena one big mosquito bite! TSK
'cos we didn't know where is youth scape park so we were like wondering outside the scape centre or youth centre or sth like that. That was when this super hungry pervertic mozzie went bite me! stupid or what!
And I even more stupid didn't realise until the bite swell and became really itchy )):
UGH
Then so unglam I kept scratching it HAHAHAHAHAH
And yingxuan kena a mozzie bite too! XD
HAHAH
Only Angeline not sweet enough ah, so no mosquito wants bite her HAHAHAHAH. (:
(Anyway I think the mozzie must have followed me home I keep seeing this black thing flying around like housefly but smaller!)

Then we went ION and 313 to walk walk instead
Angeline bought this damn pretty dress from Forever 21! 35 only and it looks really gorgeous on her! HAHAHA
First time she is not wearing ah ma clothes!
Okay lah, I don't remember her wearing ah ma clothes but you know I'm just saying LOLOL

Then after that we finally found the flea market (by accident) so we shopped!!!!! :D :D :D
HAHAHAH
I bought this pouch/bag/clutch whatever you called it. HAHAHAHA. Kinda nice but being the really nice me I forgot that I can bargain the price!!!
Can actually get it cheaper. But it's kay I'm NICE :D
*ahem ahem*

Then yingxuan bought a bag too! She's supposed to share the 3 for 10 dollars rings with me but in the end I got all 3 rings by myself ):
booooo
I don't need so many rings!
Now I will wear one on each hand everytime I go out
I just realised I got loads of rings at home leh!
Got at least 20, mostly flowers
HEHEHHE. I like flowers? I didn't know! HHAHA

Kay I am going to do tutorials now haven't done a single thing since friday :D
BYE PEEPS
Happy Valentine's :D

/i guess you mattered alot

2011-02-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

You know, fb went mad and I thought you deleted my comment and my post from your wall. When I saw no post there and I refreshed 3 times and logged in and out and I still couldn't see the post there, I was really on the verge of crying alr. I thought to myself, why are you like that.. And then I decided to not care but I just kept staring at your profile. And then suddenly when I visit your wall again, tada! My post appeared again. And my comment wasn't deleted. I felt relieved instantly. That's when I realise, you really mattered alot. So much that I didn't realise it myself.

black and white

2011-02-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

Addicted to black and white by G.NA. HAHA my addictions are really slow isnt it. Always been that case for me muahaha
Anyway I'm super happy today and super angry today HAHAHA severe moodswings
xD
But I didn't exactly vent my anger and didn't release the overwhelming happiness in me so I feel very hyper now can't sleep!
xD
I feel like screaming!!!!
HAHAHAH
But ahem it's 11.38 now HAHAHA later people complain

Okay, something interesting to share.
JYJ COMING SINGAPORE AGAIN
HAHAHAHA
BIG RED WORDS!
YES
JYJ is coming!!! According to Brenda's friend ah. YAY!
super duper uber ultra happy!!!!!
Today is a happy day
yay

HAHAHAH

2011-02-08T23:28:00.004+08:00

CNY CNY!

Gong xi fa cai hong bao na lai muahaha

HEE

okay this entry about CNY is pretty late cos today is already the chu 6 meaning 6 days after chinese new year celebrations started HAHA

Hee. okay so I went out every single day you know!! Was so busy but very fun and happy first time CNY so many ang pows HAHAHAHA

Okay that's beside the point.

Had a great time so hope all you guys who read this post did :D

Oh! I just got back from orientation camp. HEH

OMG

I think I haven't said this before I'm going to say it here!!!! I think I'm too crazy over this J1 guy.. ahem okay I shouldn't say too much ah later I paiseh but omg I think he really very handsome loh :D

I think he's nice AAHAHAH

And I melt everytime I see him which happens at least 3 times a day so wahahaha

haii...

*facepalm*

Who ask me on mc right!

I think my school J1s the guys all super handsome leh!

why ah

I can go crazy you know

omg

I think I alr am

HAHAHAHHAHA

But omg they all quite goodlooking de loh. I found 6 alr HEE

yingxuan's gonna say I'm like a cougar

whatever!!!!

HAAHAHAH

kay kay night!

CNY eve

2011-02-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

LALALALALA

I'm going school tomorrow though I got an MC

HAA

So guai1 right. :D

Going back Nanhua to collect NYAA also. HEEE

GET WELL SOON BELINDA!!!!!

26 Jan 2011!

2011-01-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to my beloved Jaejoong oppa :D :D :D
It's been erm... 3 yrs plus! I still love you :D
HAHAHAHAHA
Kay lah. happy 26th birthday! :D
I didn't know got this Hero Festival thingy in Korea leh ):
Apparently fans can email Jaejoong and ask about something.
And omgawd I read about this article where this fan asked Jaejoong what was his fantasy kiss. I didn't know what it meant at first but omgawd Jaejoong actually gave a rather *ahem* unexpected answer. xD
HAHAHAH
I was kinda shock, but well, he's already 26..

HAHAHA.
So saeng il chukka hae :D :D

Oh, I saw this on the net!

JYJ’s Jaejoong celebrated his 26th birthday on January 26th, and his groupmate Park Yoochun gave him a rather unique birthday present.

Since Jaejoong is a fan of long hairstyles, Yoochun promised him that he would grow his hair until his own birthday. Considering how Yoochun’s birthday is on June 4th, it would mean that his hair would grow unchecked for at least 4 months.

Junsu, who was there for the whole scene, expressed that Yoochun’s present was something he couldn’t bear to see happen. Fortunately, Jaejoong was stated to be very touched and satisfied with his gift.

It’ll definitely be an interesting couple of months, as Yoochun tries to fulfill his promise to Jaejoong. What do you guys think? Would Yoochun look better with longer or shorter hair?

HAHAHA, so nice of yoochun :D
Oh, I'm starting to like yoochun more and more!!!
Ever since I read the lyrics for the nameless song part 1, I felt this overwhelming admiration for yoochun. He's really brave for pouring out all the stuffs and putting it into the music essay. I'm glad he did. He looked so much happier nowadays :D
Hee
Okay like I said Jaejoong still number 1!!!! ^^v

Oh oh.
shyt
I forgot what I wanted to say xD
Oh!!!
HAHAHAHA
Did I say this before? But I'm going SS3 with yingxuan!! :D
HAHA we will be sitting at the back, and SJ will most probably look like ants from our seats xD
It's kay I can always bring a binoculars xD
HAHAAHA
Oh and I got the lightsticks already but I'm not very sure if it would be dark blue in colour -.-
HAHAHAHA
HMPH
Hee bye bye!!! I should go bed soon

been so long

2011-01-24T22:17:00.004+08:00

because you once said you loved me too.

random ttm

2011-01-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

After Brenda told me that there's this 'we love you both' part in W, I went back to watch the live performance and yesssssss there is such a line! And yoochun sang it twice, once at 2:20 and once at 5:20. Or somewhere around there.
Omgawd I damn fail I watch so many times and I cried so many times I didn't know there was this part, HAHA
Anyway, I was watching this again and ugh, never failed to make me cry.. ):
I was just thinking about DBSK as 5 this afternoon while doing my geog.
Like, I can picture them singing together in my mind. Whatever song I'm listening to.

Okay!
Here's the video.
Most of the live performances have been removed so left a few!

)):
Oh anyway now youtube player damn cool. The codes shorter and omgawd nicer.
HAHAAH
Okay.
I'm back to watching my DBSK mvs. HEE

OH OH!
OKAY!
SOMETHING BIG HAS HAPPENED!
Yingxuan that woman won SS3 tixs and omgawd I'm going with her and I'm seeing Ryeowookie :D
HAHAHAHAHA
Not as excited as seeing any of DBSK members but still, handsome people who can sing :D
AHAHAAH
Kay bye people :D

lololol

2011-01-22T00:29:00.003+08:00

I'm going be hardworking and self-disciplined from now on!
HAHA
Self-disciplined but not that mugger. LOL. I just want to go back to the days where I know when I should rest and when I should do my work. Stuffs like that. I'm letting the lazy side of me killing my brain cells and I'm not going to continue like that anymore!

HAHA.
I just spent like 5 hours on com and tv.
Tomorrow will be studying time :D
HWAITING!

Anyways
I going sleep already hahahaha what a random and short post.
lol
My resolutions leh!
Is important :D
HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE

my big 18!

2011-01-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

Happy big 18 to me!!
:D
:D
:D
hehehe, I think this is the best birthday I ever had xD

When I woke up in the morning I was really surprised to see 19 smses waiting for me. 19 wishes from 19 different people!!! (audrey sent the same sms twice so actually 18) okay and plus Yingxuan and Guansheng who text me at 12 :D

so, I want to thank all these people who text me!!!!!! :D

(according to time:)

1. YINGXUAN BAEPU (L)
2. GS
3. Wenya! ^^
4. Fion
5. Gekhwee
6. Audreyyyyyy
7. Ruiqi :D
8. Shuyuan! :D
9. Joshua
10. Junkai
11. Evelyn
12. Clarine chingu (L)
13. Weilin
14. Charmaine! :D
15. Adriel :D
16. Xiaoxuan
17. Faiqah!
18. Ratna!
19. Munleng
20. Angeeeeee ^^
21. Brandon

OKAY! So I guess that's all the people who text me! HAHA. I hope I didn't leave out anyone. And oh yah I thank everyone who posted on my facebook wall already. hee. I was so shocked so many people posted actually not that shock also cos they will show that it is my birthday at the events there right.
HAHA
So those who saw but didn't wish me are eenie meanie!
HAHAHA
kidding of course.

Oh yah! was the best birthday ever cos I got TWO surprises! not one but TWO TWO TWO :D :D :D
Was really happy

When I woke up right was happy already, then when I was washing up suddenly Brenda and Audrey popped up at my doorstep! xD
Was really shock they came(:
They got me the apple shrudel thingu and a gift shared by many many people hm I think got Audrey Brenda Faiqah Ratna Charlene Gekhwee Munleng Shuyuan and I don't know who xD
HAHAHA and you know what's the gift!?!
JYJ THE BEGINNING ALBUMMMMMMM!!! ^^
HEHEHEHEHE
Happy eh. wrapped in 18 layers of newspaper. xD
Oh and then both of them started to do some resolutions thing, by writing down rules on 18 post-its and pasting them into a number 18 on the wall. HAHAH. My parents actually agree with what they've written loh!
TSK
haha. got some like 'Be nice to esp Audrey and Brenda'
RUBBISH!!
NEVER EVER NEVER EVER!!!
muahahah

THEN!
I thought after that I will be eating at JP with yingxuan! But she actually finds her way to my block and placed a letter on my shoe cupboard first, then went downstairs and did some treasure hunt thingy. AWW. was super touched.
When I went downstairs I was looking around but couldn't see her, all I saw was post-its on the walls! xD
HAHA
damn cute lah
Then I followed the arrows on the post-its to the first and second present
Then all these while yingxuan was hiding behind the wall spying on me HUH :D
hahaha.
Was super touched *.*
Thanks alot Baepu, for doing this for me!
I know at first Chingu and Ange wanted be part of this treasure hunt thingy too right, but cos got school and Ange fell sick! ):
So I still love you two too xD

Then we went JP and saw Jiaxin! (which wasn't meant to be a surprise but yingxuan then claims that she planned it!)
Then we went walking around and around then finally settled at Banquet to makan. Then Chingu pops out from no where! :D
HAHAA. was really glad she came JP even though it was kinda late already!

Tada! after that left JP and went home eat the cake my brother bought for me.
I'm a really lucky girl. haha. everyone made my birthday awesome :D
So I love all you people!!! :D
EXCEPT AUDREY KOH MUAHAHAHAH
XD
aiyah she wouldn't see this so she will never know I said that muahahahah
kay kay I needa go off soon!
Bye bye!!!
happy happy birthday to me!

2011-01-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

Alright!

I missed the awesome timing of 11:11 11/1/11!

sigh

HAHA

It's kay.. I will wait for another time! :D

sigh. Kinda sad now. My 18th birthday, I'm gonna spend most of it alone. Isn't that sad.